I gave up on my Glock 19. I just gave up on my Ruger SR9c. Something about the trigger (and my shooting style) they have in common makes me unable to shoot well with them consistently. Since the M&P line have a different style of trigger this baby will be my last shot at a striker-fired pistol. I have already pre-ordered this Airsoft gun and hope the ability to practice with such a good replica might allow me to work out any kinks that will no doubt arise. There might be a link on the page, an employee who competes with an M&P compares the "real steel" gun with the airsoft model very favorably at AisoftGITV.com.